day 141

alex, thank you. breakfast was great and i can't wait to get the wheels turning. you are a spark of inspiration.

since breakfast i have pretty much had every available resource of my brain working. it is about 11 pm and i am only now able to get to a point of understanding of the days events. so, that just says to me the available resources in my head ain't worth shit.

the lady friend and i weren't that friendly today. but i can't even say what we weren't friendly about. i don't know why we argued today. the worst part is that i am scratching my head wondering if there was a positive outcome from it or not. i can't even remember why i was put off.

i think my head is just exhausted. the wheels don't want to turn anymore. i just want to lay my head down and sleep and not have to worry about anything.

i debated all day about working on something creative, but nothing came to fruition. at one point i pulled the camera out and starting just snapping some shots of whatever i could find interesting in the living room. of course there was bertie, in all his lazy glory.

i am going to hit the sack. i have several portraits to knock out tomorrow and i have studio errands to run prior to shooting. so, off to bed for an early rise.